god damn. i don't even know. i sat down here to type up some long post on anything, and i don't even know what to write. i'm listening to "unreachable" by john frusciante, in my room with my black light on. quite the effect! today was christmas, and it was pretty great. though i saw this movie called the curious case of benjamin button. It was 40 minutes too long, and it was incredibly depressing.
It makes you feel like nothing in this world is permanent. absolutely nothing. which is such a fucking lonely feeling. it also makes you feel like that in your lifetime, you will peak, and after that's happened, your life will never be as good as it was. blah. fuck that.
So i've been thinking... jdiowhqduilsbajdwuiyqgdsa. i like how when you're happy all you see is the brighter side of things, and when you're down, all you see is the worst in everything. a vicious circle indeed.
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