so

i haven't posted in so so long. and honestly it might be awhile before i post again.

Right now i'm in a weird place. I don't know how i feel about it.

high school.

Quite an interesting place to be.

I know friends grow apart. It sucks. It's just part of life! but still. sometimes its really hard to deal with. sometimes the growing apart is over the silliest things. and i hate that.

I miss a lot of things. But at the same time, there are things in my life right now that are so perfect that the things that i miss don't even matter. Today was a scary day. I don't want to lose something that i've worked at so much for. I'm doing what i'm doing for a reason. Because i know it's what i want, and i hope it's mutual.

I'm kinda sad. I want a certain somebody right now. I miss her.